a major bout of depression is imminent. or already here. can’t say I care enough to do much about it. this is just what my life is.
despite my failures, flaws, and shortcomings, I have managed to begin fulfilling my dream of becoming a flight attendant. y’all don’t know how hard I have been working to do better and be better, and this is just the beginning.
one day I’ll be dr. lawrence, philosopher, flight attendant (sexiest), and former ratchet.
just kidding. I will never abandon my ratchet roots.
i hate when white children stare at me for extended periods of time like they’re trying to figure out what’s wrong with my skin.